Every time I move into a new place with roommates, I have this strange yet possibly never happening belief that this is a temporary situation and very soon I am going to get my own apartment. So far I have lived with a lot of different roommates, both male and female and I have found it rather difficult to survive with female roommates. Let me tell you, despite the notion that girls are clean, I have lived with pretty dirty female roommates in past 4 years. Sometimes I feel my poop is cleaner than their week old dirty dishes. But that's not all. It's rather hard to make them understand that they are supposed to wash the dishes. Those are not meant to stay there decorating the sink. I was once having a long conversation with one of my roommates and she ended up taking a peek at the dirty dishes. Without a second thought, she said, "We need to clean these dishes" to the ones that she used and threw in the sink. My reaction to that was, "Oh really! I thought we wer...
Life has a lot of repercussions of our past actions followed by our retrospection on what we did and then our reparations for mending the wrong we did. I have been making a lot of these reparations for the repercussions of my past actions. My first mistake was studying so hard all my life for no reason. I was in a race to be the first one without knowing where I was going or where I wanted to be. I was not good with physical activities. To hide my insecurities I made sure I excelled in something at least to keep my confidence high. There were two repercussions. On was I started gaining weight and now I am unhealthy to the point where I feel I want to go back and change this part of my life. The second repercussion was that I started doing things under pressure, not realizing where my actual interest was. Now I am just dissatisfied with my life. My second mistake was, I was always too emotionally dependent on my friends. Because I was so emotionally attached, I expected ...